“I am happy for you.” she said.
I wish I can say the same thing to her. I really do.
What does it take for us to know it’s time to let go? Does it always have to involve something very painful? Can we really learn from other people’s experience, or do we have to taste the bitterness ourselves before it’s too late? Will we ever learn?
What does it take for us to cherish what we have? Does it always happen after we’ve lost something we took for granted, or something we held on so dear?
Bob Dylan’s song is playing in my head tonight, again and again.
Are the answers really blowing in the wind?
All I know now is, I feel very fortunate to have what I have now. I’ve worked on myself so hard to get to this place.
And I hope you will one day feel the same way.
Then I can say to you, from the bottom of my heart, “I’m happy for you, too.”
雖然並不想閉關, 但情勢所逼不得不犧牲一下…
但我們今天終於 出 關 了!
兩天前還在水深火熱鬧脾氣痛恨自己做出修課的決定, 今天考完又是一尾活龍等著下學期開學. (誰還記得期末考週的痛苦啊? 誰啊? 誰啊?) 下學期閉關的時候大家記得提醒我一下不要讓我身邊的人又遭殃了… *慚愧中*
最讓我擔心的鋼琴鑑定考竟然不知道怎麼的就混過關了, 聲樂考試聽說 (聽老師說) 也是大受好評. 耶~ 現在該是大肆慶祝認真上班的時候了. 晚上應該有人做飯給我吃, 然後還要去久違的電影院看個電影… 啊~~~
好久沒有這種, 期末考完以後, 對自己感到很滿意很輕鬆的心情了! 耶~~~
Mon.: Take-home exam due, diction; Final exam make-up, piano proficiency part 2; Final exam, sight-singing
Tue.: Jury rehearsal
Wed.: Final exam, music theory (at 7:15am. !@(#$&^)!(&)
Thu.: Jury exam, voice (need to dress up, need to memorize lyrics in Italian and French, yadi yadi yada)
Fri.: Final exam, piano proficiency part 3; Final exam, dictation
And you would think that I will have to spend the whole weekend cramming on these stuff.
But no!
Fri.: Chick Corea concert at Yoshi’s
Sat.: Tori Amos concert in Oakland
And lots of shopping to do, chores to take care of…
*breathe* *breathe* *breathe*
